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“ Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.” – Thomas Fuller Well, gue lagi LDR-an sama pacar 14 bulan gue (kemaren aniv loh :v), seperated by circumtances, 1 hour, 9 weeks and 1731  miles. Keep in touch membuat LDR kita ini sedikit mudah, chattingan, telponan gitu-gitu lah yah, apalah jarak kalo ada komunikasi kan. Pacar gue sebisa mungkin telpon gue setiap malam, walaupun dia capek oh God this boy is sweet as hell! 1 minggu berlalu, dan gue sadar JARAK yang bisa gue atasi kalah atas RINDU. Yup, rindu tak pernah sesakit ini. Sedih pasti, gimana engga? u just depending on the situation, u dont know for sure if or when u’ll be able to see each other again. Nangis? Itu bukan style gue. Alay aja sih kita cuma LDR 2 bulan dong, buat apa nangis, baru juga beda pulau. Minggu kedua LDR gue disibukkan sama kuliah, tapi sialnya jadwal kuliah gue cuma 3 hari seminggu. 4 hari sisanya abisin diam di ruangan 4x2m (baca kamar kost) jadi gak sibuk-sibuk amat , and gue...

Being a girlfriend is more then just sending " I love you to the moon and back " texting, chatting, eating ice cream, have a candle - light dinner, or calling your boy babe . Its something deeper than that. Being romantic is a part and doing all those stuffs is a must, but I guess those thing is just a side which is invisible to everyone. Being a girlfriend is also being an emotional partner. Being there to listen all of his stories J

When “how long” doesnt matter anymore. I still dont know which month it was then or what day it is now. Blurred out lines, from hanging outs to foods. Another vegabond lost to love. well...       If it comes, let it. If it goes, let it! Friendship is all about it. If things didn’t work, coba bayangkan cara kerja Matahari. Friendship is like holding the sun and hoping that you don't get burned. We just let it works, yang kita perlu hanya menikmati terang yang indah bersamanya, dan gelap yang nyaman tanpanya. Holding on isn’t that easy man! Akan ada bagian dari kita yang hancur. Sometimes when you’re always available they take u for granted, cause they think u’ll always stay. Mama : friends are everywhere, brave enough? Find the real one ! For those who accept u for a reason = those who dont deserve ur niceness. Sometimes all u need just to shaking ur head and say “thankyou for showing up”. U dont deserve bullshits baby. If they are fake , s...

        Waktu itu hari Selasa, gue lupa tanggal tepatnya, intinya hari itu hari SELASA! Sumpah gue ga bohong, itu beneran Selasa! Kamu harus percaya! Itu hari Selasa, suerrr         Malam itu  gue habis makan malam di kota, lumayan jauh dari kosan, jadi pake motor kesananya ( pastinya bukan gue yg bawa motor ) pas mau pulang mampir dulu ke tempat makan andalan * baca = markas , JURAGAN. Lokasinya terjangkau ( depan kampus ), harganya terjangkau ( dari 1.800 sampe 300perak ) meskipun itu temasuk Restaurant bintang 5 di Jawa Tengah. Pelayan-pelayannya cekatan, tapi sebagian tidak bisa dijangkau ( ada yang nampang banci tapi gaya bicaranya cowok banget, ada yang nampang cowok tapi setengah cewek, ada yang nampang pas-pasan tapi keganjenan, ada yang nampang manusia tapi tenyata siluman lalat, ada yang nampang cewek tapi ternyata tukang minta-minta *baca = kasir, dan “ada yang” lainnya ). Sebenarnya inti cerita gue bukan pelayan-pelayan Ju...

04 Juni 2015         Hari ini gue ada seminar jam 9 di audit FTI. Semalam gue pasang alarm jam 08.30, sebelum gue mutusin untuk mengakhiri hari gue : tidur !         Dan pagi ini alarm dengan merdunya berdering, bayangin deh itu kayak suami loe bangunin loe di pagi yang indah dengan cahaya matahari disertai kicauan burung menembus jendela kamar “ hon, udah pagi, bangun yaah” .. dan dengan tragis dan tanpa dosa gue membunuhnya ! alarm nya, bukan suaminya ! kebayang gak?         Well, disinilah gue di kamar kos ukuran 2 milimeter kali 1,5 centimeter yang tidak seberapa ini pada jam 12.25, dengan santai melewati jadwal seminar pukul 09.00 ITU! Dan satu lagi, gue kagak  masuk kelas Filsafat Umum jam 11.00 ! SUMPAH gue ngantuk banget.         Kan gak lucu tuh, pas gue masuk kelas filsafat itu, 10 menit kemudian si dosen hentiin ceramah-gak-jelas-nya itu, terus ngomong “ itu cewek cantik ya...

.................... Our journey through life may take us far apart but it will not matter as neither distance nor time will dull that which is between us. you are my brother because of blood but you are my friend because of love. Those are bonds and love that could never be replaced. Really miss u bro! Maybe SpiderMan can made a hero and save the world, but they never save my world like him, my True Hero #lovebrother Maria Laurie

Malam ini ceritanya, Gue lagi bete banget sama tuh cowok !! dasar cowok kloningan Brontosaurus, sini gue cambuuuk luu!! don't have an idea to continue my day after seeing this boy, then I pray to my lovely God...                                      Dear God, you’ve always know what I wish the most.. Please God,.. please stab that BOY repeatedly. Or please send a “GENG” to throw their rock to this boy.. or sent 2 vampires to suck his blood out of his vain also can. You might ask “why 2 vampires?” oh, because knowing that boy very well, he’ll irritate the 1 st vampire, sampe tu vampire nangis kabur kabur. So the other vampire will do the finishing job.                 Oh God, please do it sloooowly so it’ll leave a gruesome scene on a newspaper that nobody will read. BUT I WILL..     ...

Today I have too much project. Tiring day? Of course! Long day? Sure! Busy day? Perfectly! then someone send me something like this...                                 “Have a nice and sweet dream” Me          : thankyou, hope u have too Boy         : I’ve something to tell u… OTP? Me          : 15 minutes. How? Boy         : c’mon babe? How about 5 minutes more? Me          : no darl, I have to finish my HW, need more time Boy         : distance take us far apart, really miss u :( Me          : hey..hey babe I miss u more than you know. This is the la...

04 April 2015 Yesterday was Josh’s birthday, and today I really want to talk with him… Then I send a message…                 Me         (22:23)  :  Josh? Sbntr kt b telp dg ne. Angka Maria                 Josh       (22:34)  :  for? Hfft                 Me         (22:35)  :  I’ve something to tell u. Can u just be a good listener?                 Josh       (22:36)  :  why don’t u call right now, kinda busy letter                 Josh       (22:36)  :  la...